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Thursday, October 7, 2010
smile
 I guess one reason why I euphoric about this simple (: is because in my life I've always wanted to make it a goal in whatever I do, I want to make God smile. This is why, for the numerous number of times I smile at many of your lives. That being said, there were also times where i frowned and teared over our lives.
However, I'm bouncing with a little more energy before my body lies in a union with my bed. There's where every david shall part and every bed shall make their move and their spirit will become in one. Nonsense.
Just want to say that though my day was preoccupied with work (8am-8pm- so totally turns me off) but the last part of it was spent with guys that I honestly feel very proud of.
They are none other than Elton, Sean and Kenneth. (:
Elton (: As I've have mentioned before, you are a sticky boy. Honestly, I somehow felt that you were waiting for my arrival today and wanted to spend time with me. Your first question was simply, 'ARE YOU MEETING ME?'. Sounded like a despo. In any case, I do feel very appreciated by you waiting for me when you could go home and study. Your efforts though small, but is greatly appreciated. Elton, one thing I really like about you is your hunger to learn and get things right. I love your humility when you repent and even send out a text message to all your life group last Saturday. More than a verbal repentance, your actions speak even louder for itself. Keep up the man of your word!
Sean (: After complaining for so long for never really meeting you, we finally met today. The many things we shared over 925 coffeeshop and wendy's made me realize that you have a hunger to learn. I mean, come on when i speak your eyes are like wide open. You literally hack your chicken chop and listen to the importance of having a vision and dreaming big for our people. Till a point that I had to force you to eat instead of hearing me talk. Sean, you are hardworking but it's time to put the hard work to some use right? No vision simply also means nothing worth fighting for. So yes, I trust you will think over what we shared today! I love your heart of hunger.
Kenneth (: Sheep, today makes a memorable moment in our shepherding relationship. You showed me something that I would have never thought you really care but I was wrong. Thanks for always taking what I say seriously and giving your best to become more and more like Christ. I appreciate the fact that you were very real with me on how you felt about what i say. I believe you also understood my heart. More importantly, I must say that today is the first time i hear your anger towards how people living in their life of sin. How much you wish that people could change and repent. Gosh, Kenneth you have indeed matured even more. Honestly, i know that God will make you stronger in your convictions and values. I don't know how to say this, but you really taught me deep today. Sheep, Jia You for the many other obstacles to come and keep hanging on to God. You are very much appreciated.
Elton, Sean and Kenneth ^^ All three of you are shaping up day by day to be a true man of God.
My definition of a true man of God: A man who treasures his relationship with God above all else, Tough on himself when he needs to and real with his emotions but learn to pour out before God and dare to be vulnerable to other man. A man will influence others to recover their manhood.
12:50 AM
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